My Way, My life!!!!

2010-11-02T23:08:00.001+08:00

At this moment of my life, something struck me.

I will never give up on you again, like what i did 3 years ago.

Although the route is tougher now, but i strongly believe i can bring you happiness.

Wait for me. Will you?

2010-02-17T20:53:00.002+08:00

Everything just came too sudden.
I simply cannot cope with the lifestyle that i am having now.
I am just like a 2 different guy during school and outside with my brothers.
Therefore, i don't expect any trust from people, because i am just a person with a mask on my face.
I hate it, although everything seems alright to me.
I might not be so lucky to escape from so many things in the future.
Can't even give an simple answer which way am i heading towards too.
I am really tired.
I believe in karma,
I can sense something bad will happen to me soon, and i am not ready for it yet.

Drop it, or not?

2010-02-08T14:51:00.001+08:00

The world is changing.
People is changing as they grow older.
The friendship between all of us are changing too.
I shall not give my trust so easily anymore.

Projects frenzy

2010-01-28T00:07:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone!

i miss the time that i can leave the school when the sun is still high up in the sky.

If i never get at least a 3 GPA this sem, it will be disappointing.

HR next year, pls and thx! :D

Finally convert my L plate to a P plate, muahahahhaa.

March faster come! =)

2009-12-21T00:11:00.002+08:00

Holidays, good or bad?

Good in the sense that i have more time with my friends and relax.

But every holidays, things will struck my mind which made me uneasy.

Hope that this hoiday will be a fun 1, and past quickly.

I want to bury myself inside schoolwork, to stop all the uneasiness.

2009-12-19T02:52:00.002+08:00

The moment i saw that, it really shocked me!
I don't know i will feel that way.
Although it's only my assumption, i don't know whether to hope what i assume is right or wrong.
I can't get any information at all.

2009-12-05T02:06:00.006+08:00

This week is a really busy week for me. Can't leave school until it's almost 10 for the past few days.
Took part in the polympics. Floorball!
Start playing off on monday, all the BA team back off except for us.
So we are the champion from BA?
Tuesday was the day we have real competition, managed to get into the second round!
Was damn happy, but we backoff in the end as projects deadlines is getting near.
Although manage to get through, but i sprained my hips during the match!
So u all should be able to imagine how much effort i put in for polympics. :X
Was doing bcomm report on wednesday till 11pm. The lights at the atrium closed at around 10.30, and we were doing our work in the dark. Manage to get most of the things done on that night.
What a busy week, i felt so relieved when i submitted my FIT article and Bcomm long report! phew~
Life getting more relax after the project are done?
NO!
Common test is coming in 1 week time.
SOM project due on 5weeks time
PMKT FIT ECD projects due on 8 weeks time.
Although it is damn tiring, but we had fun while doing the projects!
Hope it apply to the rest of the projects too :D
Aiming for a 4GPA this semester, ambitious right?^^
A special thx to my friends in the school, without u all i think i had already gave up on my studies. U all are the motivation that makes me nv fail to attend lesson.
So do attend the outing that i'm planning now alright?
Anyone joining me to study for CTs? hahaha

Everything changes so fast.
We contact each other almost everydays.
But now, u don't trust me anymore, because i lied.
Seriously i don't know what had i lied to you. U told me that u will give me a chance to explain, but i even don't know what i had lied to you, how could i explain?
I Want you to tell me that.
I Want to explain to you.
I Want the trust we had for each other in the past
I Want back the times that we met each other
I Want to see you again
I Want to tell you i miss you
I Want to tell you i love you.
All i Want is a chance! One last chance!
Are u willing to give it to me?

2009-11-29T23:58:00.006+08:00

It's Ron Birthday today!!

Have Ron and Roy birthday celebration last night at halo bar.

It's damn fun and high than what we expected. Haha.

Long time didn't go out with such a big group of friends le.

Hope we'll have more of this kind of events although quite a few people vomited last night ;x

Alright that's about it! =D

2009-11-03T23:05:00.002+08:00

Hello people, it's been a long time since i blog.

Hope u miss it, hahaha.

Recently i have came across an issue in my life, which is singapore teens can't go through any hardship.

Somehow, i'm agree to this statement, but it's unfair to phrase us the singapore teens like this.
Those adults keep look down on the young singaporeans, for example, a scenario like " i think this teenager won't last long in our company.
Can't blame those adults who looked down on us, because this is the facts we had showed them.

But i think we can't push all the responsibility to the youth themselves.

Firstly, young singaporeans are brought up in a place with high standard of livings, they have not been through hardships since they are young, so what can u expect when they reach 18 -19. They are not like those youth from the other country who had been through so much. Somebody might think that they are so unfortunate, but i think they are luckier than us. Those youth from poor countries possessed with that priceless lifeskills and experience which i think most singaporeans do not have it. So one day, if they falls dramastically, i think they could easily get over it, and start from low again, but to singaporeans, i think most of us can't. We are lucky in the way that we do not need to suffer physically, but we didn't learn anything other then expecting others to feed us.

So to the adults, are singaporean teenagers consider lucky?

I don't know.
This topic might starts lots of arguement, so i better stop it.

People keep asking me why i looked so depressed nowadays, most probably because i'm tired.
So stop asking me whether i got relationship problems anot, because i was not in a relationship recently, so how can i have relationship problems? Haha. I do like somebody, but i don't that will cause too much hurt for me unless i paranoid right? So rest assure as i am a cheerful person.

My patience are getting better nowadays, hope it will last and continue to improve. Friends are getting closer except for those who do not know me well. Trying my best to make time for all my friends, as among so many ships, friendship is the most expensive 1. Hahahahah.

School had started for quite some time. It's the week now. I think i had already start to adapt to the busy poly life again. I'm busier this semester compared to the past as i had 1 more module. Hopefully my GPA will improve again! Hahaha. Quite satisfy with all my tutors and classmates. Hope i will spend my wonderful time with u all for a semester! Projects, Exams, Tests, i'm ready for it!

Okay, That's about it.
Goodnight all my friends and fellow readers! =)

2009-10-03T00:11:00.002+08:00

Am a useless person, keep drinking almost everyday.

But it is the only way that will slow down my brain from thinking.

I am so sorry to my friend that had helped me this few days, i really had no time. And they helped it not just a time.

I really had no choice, i need to be responsible, therefore i need to give up something i desire...

2009-09-18T09:54:00.002+08:00

Finally got back my result.
Quite satisfy, but didn't hit my target.

HRM- C
FMGT- C
EBA- C+
CMA- B
BSTAT- B
IECOM- PX

GPA of 2.5 .

It still not up to standard, but i am improving compare to the 1.8 and 1.7 GPA i got for the 1st year.
Hope next semester will be better, and i am going to take upload module. Which will be 8 including IS.
=)

2009-09-15T01:07:00.004+08:00

What had past , had already past....

Suddenly think of the past when melan was united..

2009 reunion dinner

2007 christmas

wilson bday chalet..
2008 reunion dinner

Actually we had more outing than the picture, but i don have all of it.

Haha, really miss the days.

But the days won't be back, as most of us are busying with our own stuff, like some of them in ns, working etc. Unlike the past, most of us are in the same secondary school. Haha.

That's all =)

A brand new start of my blog, and my life too?

2009-09-12T11:39:00.001+08:00

A brand new start of my blog, and my life too?

Finally got my blog created. Haha

It's a simple 1 , therefore i just took around 5 to get it done? Haha

Its holiday now, keep slacking at home.

Finally i didn't work for a holiday.

But i getting bored staying at home, so anyone want to go out to have fun with me?

I'm finally understand clearly now, to attain a better result of it, i had gave up.

Do call me up for outing guys! i'll be free for it =)